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During my ninth-grade year, I suffered from anorexia nervosa: it was not enough to be thin. I had
to be the thinnest. Now, however, fully recovered, I can reflect (反思)back and realize that my wishes
were more complex(复杂)than fitting into size five pants. Many of my subconscious (意识)emotions
were related to my relationship with my father. As 1 was growing up,his work always came first.
Sometimes 1 would not see him for up to two weeks. Not only did he devote his whole self to his work,
but he expected me to do the same ("You cannot get anywhere unless You go to the best universities").
Though,consciously,I never felt pressure to please him,I began dieting after the first time he told me I
looked fat.
At the time. All I knew was that I had to be skinny--skinnier than anyone else. Every month my
father went to Europe for a week or so and on the days he left,sorrow and emptiness consumed (折磨)
me:Daddy was leaving. Then,I tuned to focus on a mysterious weakness ---a helpless childlike emotion
that came from starving. I liked to know that I needed to be taken care of；maybe Daddy would take
care of me.
Now two years later and thirty-eight pounds heavier, I have come to realize that I cannot change my
father's inability to express his feelings. Instead,I must accept myself. I know that I am a valuable person
who struggle to achieve and accomplish. But I cannot struggle only for others. By starving,l attempted to
gain pride in myself by getting my father's approval(赞许)or acknowledgement of my value as a person.
But the primary approval must come from me,and l feel safe now that I can live with that knowledge
safely locked in my mind?
1. What is the "anorexia nervosa" as mentioned in the first paragraph?
A. It describes a situation of feeling unsafe.
B. It is an inability to express one's feelings.
C. It refers to people who are emotionally weak.
D. It is an illness that makes one want to stop eating.
2. Why did the writer suffer from anorexia nervosa?
A. She was told by her father to take care of herself.
B. She wanted to go to the best university.
C. She wanted her father's attention.
D. She grew up in a poor family.
3. Which of the following statements is true about the writer?
A. She has problems controlling her tempers.
B. She is proud of herself for working hard to succeed.
C. She has had great confidence in herself since childhood.
D. She has changed her father's way of expressing himself.
4. What's the writer's purpose of writing this passage?
A. T0blameherfather.
B. To report a case of child abuse(虐待).
C. To reflection a stage of growing up.
D. To teach people how to lose weight.