When I was 14, I was 小题1:nervous to talk

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When I was 14, I was 小题1:      nervous to talk to anyone. My classmates often laughed at me. I was sad and could do 小题2:     . Later, something happened and 小题3:      my life. My mother asked me to take 小题4:      in an English 小题5:     contest. It meant I had to speak in 小题6:    of all the teachers and the students .

"Come on, boy. Just 小题7:   in yourself. You are sure to win." Then we talked about many different topics. At last I chose the topic "Believe in yourself". I tried my 小题8:  to remember all the speech and 小题9:    it over 100 times. With the help of my mother's love, I did 小题10:    in the contest. I could hardly believe my ears when the news came that I had won the first place.